BAMBAM - ARRANGED MARRIAGE PART 2

"Morning" Your mom said "Do you feel okay now?"

You turned to the door "Morning, mom. Yes, I feel better" you said as you continued knitting.

Your mom sat next to you in your bed, she stroked your hair "Are you sure?"

You nod and smile "Yes Mom, I will be better every day. Don't worry"

Your mom smiled "What are you knitting now?"

You smiling "Aah .. I will make a scarf. The weather will get colder, and Bam ..." your smile disappears. Even though you have lived apart from Bambam for 1 month and returned to your parents' house, everything about Bambam is still clearly reflected in your memory. How he sleeps next to you every night. how he is picky when eating. how you always cuddles every night. How he always gets sick when winter comes. How he always whines for your attention, when you're focused on your own with your knits or your other hobbies. but now, you have no choice but to try to forget everything. Even though your divorce decision has not yet been agreed upon, you still think that between you and Bambam is over. You sighed "Mom, is there still no news from the court about my divorce?"

"About that, my dear. Your father said that the divorce papers from Bambam have not yet been in court yet. So they cannot process them," Your mom explained.

You looked at Your mom "Why?"

Your mom shrugged her shoulders "I don't know either. Your father will send people to your shared house with Bambam and ask directly to him"

You nod again "Okay"

"Honey," Your mom lifted your chin so you looked at her. "Are you sure about your decision? Are you sure this decision will make you happy?"

You let go of Your mom's hand from your chin and held it. "Yes, Mom. Although now I am sad, but I will feel better going forward. I promise, at least, my guilt for him disappears, mom. If I continue this marriage, I will continue to feel guilty throughout my life, mom "

Your mom stroked your hair again "Okay, if that's your wish"

Sudeenly, Your house bell is heard by Your mom and you. "Oh ... who came to visit this early in the morning. Continue knitting. Mom will open the door first"

You hold Your mom's hand and whine "No. Don't go. stay here, accompany me. at least, if mom is beside me, I won't think about it. let the maid open it"

"The maid is out for a while. I'll just open the door for guests. Mom will be back," Your mom smiled.

You let go of your grasp to mom "I'm waiting, mom"

You're drifting back in knitting. 10 minutes, 20 minutes, 30 minutes have passed but there are no signs that your mom will return to your room.

"Mom," you shouted. But, there is no answer. You sighed. "What are mom doing now?" you muttered and drifted back into the knitting. after a while, you hear the knob in the bedroom door turn.

"Mom, what took you so long ..." your words stopped seeing that it wasn't your Mom who was at the door "Bambam, why are you here?"

Bambam smiled thinly while holding the back of his neck "May I come in?"

You nodded "Yes. Come in"

Bambam slowly walked towards you, his eyes and your eyes staring at each other with sad eyes. Bambam looks thinner than the last time you met him. under his eyes there are dark circles kicking him out of rest. when you see it, you know you really miss his presence by your side. Finally, Bambam takes the initiative to sit next to you in bed. bambam smiled at you "how have you been all this time?"

you smiled faintly and nodded "I think I'm fine"

Bambam smiles looking at your face "I'm happy, you're fine" Bambam looks at your face, he holds back tears when he sees you, how he misses you, how he misses your hug, your cooking, your body's fragrance, your smile, how he misses everything about you in his life . He always wished you happiness but when he saw you smile in front of him even though he was not beside you, it made his heart ache even more. Bambam plays with his fingers still wearing your wedding rings so you don't see his tears "but, I'm not fine" he said again.

You see Bambam crying in front of you "What happened? Did something bad happen to you while I was gone?" you said while holding his hand.

Bambam nodded "Yes"

Even though you and Bambam are in the process of separating, your heart still hurts when you see Bambam in this condition. You lift his chin and turn his face to "why are you crying?" you wiped away his tears "tell me"

Bambam looked at you with tears in his eyes "I ... I can't sign our divorce papers. I can't, Y/n. I don't want to"

You pull your hands away from his face. Bambam holds your hand and returns it to his face.

You sighed while holding back your tears "Bambam, we ..."

"No, Y/n. This time, you must listen to me" Bambam interrupted your words "I can't do this, Y/n. This is really hard for me. I beg you, Y/n. Signing is an easy thing to do done but this is really hard for me, Y/n. It will be easier, if I don't fall in love with you. I am in love with you "Bambam said while looking at you.

You gasped. your tears start flowing "What? But, how ...?"

Bambam takes you to his arms "Don't ask me, how can it be or when. Because I don't know either, Y/n. I don't know when this feeling was in my heart, whether it was the first time we were met, or when our wedding day was, or the first time I hold your hand, or during our first night, I don't know Y/n. All I know, I love you, I love you so much, Y/n. For a month, it's very hard for me, Y/n. I can't live without you , Y/n "Bambam tightens his arms to you.

"But, you and Nayeon ..." your words stopped as Bambam cupped your cheek, bringing your forehead closer to him.

Bambam shook his head and whined "No. Don't talk about it. I don't love her anymore, Y/n. I beg you to trust me" Bambam sobbed and hugged you again "Since you entered my life, my feelings for her also disappeared along with the growing love for you. Y/n, I'm begging you "

You reply to his hug "Stop crying. You make me cry too"

Bambam puts his face on your neck, he breathes in the scent of your body, you really like this sensation, you can feel Bambam smiling in your arms because your hugs.

"Y/n, can you come back to our house with me? And we start this all over again, hmm?" Bambam asked.

You smile and nod.

Bambam pulled his hug from you and looked at you softly "Aah, I forgot. Before that ..." Bambam pulled something out of his pocket. That's your wedding ring that you gave her before leaving him "Y/n, will you marry me?"

You smiled at Bambam putting the ring back on your sweet finger "How can I say ‘No’ to you?" your tears flow again, and pull Bambam back into your arms.

Bambam also hugged you "Does this mean ‘Yes’?

You giggled "Should I answer ‘No’?"

Bambam giggled and shook his head "Only ‘Yes’. I only accept Yes's answer to my question"

You and Bambam laugh together.

"I Love You, Honey. I really love you" Bambam says to you while kissing your lips.

You smile in the middle of your kiss "I love you too"